Dreams

Dear Lord,

I get so confused about my dreams. They are so vivid some times. You have confused me to my core. Please know LORD how deeply I love you. Teach me LORD your patience, something I am horrible at. I have failed at trusting you, but you are faithful in loving me! 

Thank you for strength these past few months. I trust you, you are my God my salvation my Christ and Savior. You alone I call precious. Continue to be King in my life, and provide for me as you faithfully have in all my life. 

Amen.

The splinters in my hands show how desperately I cling to your cross.

Romans 8:23

Romans 8:23

And not only the creation, but we ourselves, who have the firstfruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly as we wait eagerly for adoption as sons, the redemption of our bodies.


Oh LORD I desperately wait!

My body aches.

I hate this daily pain,

This struggle, the strife.

Inwardly I groan with the desire for peace.

Redeem me,

Your Son my salvation.

Your Spirit is my strength,

But if I hope for what I do not see, I wait for it with patience,

Knowing what is to come, the salvation of my soul.

i am going to speak,
i will shout,
most defiantly pout,
i will plead with the need,
all must hear what i find dear,
push aside all fear and come with me to see,
we find our actions in factions leading to our inevitability,
again i plead,
have you seen this need?
our saviour indeed has a plan that will span this space and time,
which will lead towards our proper paradigm.

Older men

Titus 2:2

Older men are to be sober-minded, dignified, self-controlled, sound in faith, in love, and in steadfastness.



Lord I love my grandfather and I pray for him tonight as he makes tough choices. He has been an example to me of what an older man is supposed to be. I praise you for that.

1 Peter 1:8

My heart aches for reconciliation in the midst of my own calamity,

Your distance is beyond what I see,

My heart clings to hope

You say of me:

"Though you have not seen him, you love him. Though you do not now see him,

you believe in him and rejoice with joy that is inexpressible and filled with glory"

My lonely heart satisfied

Contrite I fall- for You LORD are my all- humbled by my body's brevity.

Alas now complete with You my heart's faith expressed.

1 Peter 1:8

To you, O LORD, I lift up my soul. http://esv.to/Ps25.1



LORD, I cannot do anything with this soul

In fact it looks pretty pathetic and useless in my hands.

You alone are worthy of my soul.

You alone have shown me love that does not leave.

Please LORD take my soul and direct me.

You are the only consistency that I need

To you O LORD I lift up my soul.