Preserve me, O God, for in you I take refuge.
I say to the LORD, “You are my Lord;
I have no good apart from you.”
(Psalm 16:1-2 ESV)

O LORD i need you so very badly this evening!
  My heart cannot take it.
I desire Your arms so very much!
   My eyes will not stop watering and my unbelief is ever before me.

I recognize the failings of my flesh and of those around me.
   None can stand to your goodness.
With you alone I find comfort and am at peace.

Though I am low I stand and make ready for battle,
   I will not let my heart destroy my obedience.

You are my portion and you hold my life, do with it as You will.

Amen